CAPTAIN'S BLOG
Note: I am introducing an abbreviation for my website in an effort to help the people who might know me avoid learning things about me they may not wish to read: Not Safe For Family or NSFF. These posts contains details about my sex life, sexual preferences, and other details some people may not want to know, despite my willingness to share such information freely. I wrote this in response to this post on Reddit. It contains some information that people new to taking hormones may not know, and some reflections on the effects transitioning and especially hormones have had on my life. Erections overall will decrease. You will probably also lose a bit of length, especially when you're soft. Full hardness is still possible, but only with a reasonable dose of Viagra (which does work) and/or with a different kind of being turned on. Porn doesn't get me hard anymore, but making out and foreplay and being dominated sure do. Different kinds of movement feel good as well - stroking feels good, but it's less about the tightness of your grip and more about massaging your frenulum as if it was a clit, which it basically is. Also, it's not just about the orgasm anymore - they're definitely still amazing, and last much longer, but the pleasure of foreplay is astounding, and sexual satisfaction can be derived from your partner finishing rather than your need to orgasm. Being sexually satisfied after your girlfriend cums in your mouth is a fun and interesting change. Your libido will stay about the same, I think. There's a lot of mixed results out there, and I may be hypersexual due to sexual trauma, but I've never been more promiscuous nor have I ever been more interested in multiple genders. It might have something to do with suppression - sex as a male was largely an act, where I suppressed what I wanted, which was to be topped and essentially to fulfill the female role during sex. Now the ability to truly act and be treated the way I want to be has been a rather significant sexual revolution for me, and it kinda answers a lot of questions about what I value and what I care about and what I want to do with and get from my life.
And you know, things change. Starting hormones is basically like going through puberty all over again - I feel a bit like a 16-18 year old girl. Probably 18, because I have much better taste in clothing now than a year or two ago :) So in 5 years I'm probably (maybe?) going to value different things and I'll have learned more about myself and all kinds of things will be different. I've always been a very sexual person, so the fact that my attractiveness has allowed me to explore that sexuality is basically the greatest thing in the whole fucking world. I think it was sometime during my fiancee and I's first dates with her girlfriend and my fuck buddy which started separately and ended in a 5-person orgy that I was very pleased with how far I had come. And I didn't need my penis for any of it. It is true though that it would have been nice - I'll have to take more viagra next time :) All that being said though, I cannot wait for a vagina, especially after playing with and seeing other people with her post-op vagina. I'm sorry for the ramble. It's just so weird that I'm like... enjoying my life for once.
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AuthorChristina Hitchens is a trans female writer living in BC, Canada. She loves computers, animals, and a good argument. Archives
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